Blah

My life is becoming very blah. I have nothing to look forward to, and whenever i do look forward to something it normally is a let down. I thought it was because i was tired, but instead i think its the fact that nothing exciting is happening in my life. Everyday it just seems to be a routine. The only time that routine wavers directly from the path is OID, yay. It's sad when the only thing i have to look forward to is being a little girl. I miss the times when everyday i would have something to look forward to. Any more the only thing that i even have plans for is going to the ACTs and that's not exactly a blast. Not to single anyone out, but sometimes i look forward to group stuff, then it either doesn't happen at all, or very few actually come. And i think people are getting madder at each other a lot quicker. There aren't any "happy" people left. Everyone is too worried about deadlines, or papers. I just wish that there was an escape from all of this. Maybe something will happen that will actually put some excitement in my life, so i might actually have something to look forward to. Until then I guess i'll continue in this same boring atmosphere. Keep it real. Irish Midget.

Reid